pardon me.

Every girl needs a man; the kind that will treat you right as well as others; the kind that has enough respect for himself, family, and others; the one that will change for you to just be with you. The kind that searches for you with his heart, the kind that can be trusted alone with a room full of many other beautiful ladies, the kind that won’t cheat on you cause he knows he’s got all he wants and needs already, the kind that’s willing to be your friend and lover, the kind that doesn’t mind calling early in the morning to say good morning and late at night to say good night; maybe even sing you a good morning and tell you a good night story or talk to you until you fall asleep. That kind that will do anything for you, even if it’s just to buy your favorite kind of candy. The kind that will defend and fight for you, the kind that won’t ditch you for his friends when you need him the most, the kind that won’t leave you lonely and wondering, the one that calls you surprisingly, even if he’s with his friends, just to tell you that he loves you and misses you a lot. The kind that isn’t afraid to smile to his friends every time you’re around and tells them, “She’s the one.” The kind that appreciates you for the things to do for him, even if they’re little. The kind that actually thanks you for the little love notes you leave him, the kind that is willing to wait for you when you’re falling behind, the kind that will actually open the door for you, take you out on dates once in a while and buy you flowers cause it’s a Wednesday. The kind that notices your hair when you just got it cut or done beautifully for him, the kind that reminds you that he loves you and that he’s happy with you in case you forget, the kind that just doesn’t want kisses and hugs but to actually be loved and to love the kind that calls you “beautiful” instead of “hot”. The kind that kisses your forehead when you’re down, the kid that tells you to be strong and not to cry, the kind that will go through think and thin with and for you, the kind that just loves you for who you are. That kind of man, that’s the kind you keep.
Claim her, love her, fuck her, spoil her, be faithful to her, trust her and she will remain yours.
You will notice that she can’t say “no” when it comes to food but she’ll complain about her body after eating too much; but you will still buy foods for her and you will still take her to her favorite restaurants and you will notice how much time you spent looking at her than touching your food.

One day, you will realize that your taste in music is way too different from hers. But days will come when you will be missing her and you will find yourself listening to her favorite songs in the middle of the night.

There will be days when she will be an hour late to your date because of changing her clothes but you will still patiently wait for her and you will still ask her if she’d like to go out with you again.

You will find her boring, immature, insensitive, overreacting, stupid, shallow and mean sometimes but you will stay. You will stay because the day you realized that you love her is the day you realized that you love her for all of what she could give and all of what she could be.
If they don’t need you, it’s okay. You don’t live for other people.
After you, hell should be easy.